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Thursday, 8 May, 2008

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Can't talk, must work, but last night I had spotting, which all of but completely destroyed any and all hope I had. That and today's pee stick pretty much says it all. Apparently pregnancy ain't in the cards for us.

Will write lengthy ranting vent re the emotions of the last 24 hours tonight, but felt the need to update, and to say, I'm pretty f*d up over it all - I've gone from being completely depressed about all the people who are going to leave us behind now as they have kids and we don't, to thinking about the smoking hot body I'm going to have this summer and what color bikini I'm going to ROCK IT in.

Uh yea... the brain of chicklet's kinda a fucked up one.

25 comments:

Lori said...

Oh, Chicklet, I'm sorry you're faced with this.

I'm sure your body rocks. And I'm jealous. I vote yellow.

{{{Hugs.}}}

Jen said...

I wish I even knew what to say. What a fucked up world this can be.

Denise said...

Shit, shit, shit.

BethH6703 said...

No words... just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you.




ok, 1 word: FUCK

Samantha said...

I'm sorry. Evil pee sticks. Evil spotting. I know the conflicted feelings, I always think, "now I'm going to have some wine, dammit!"--but it doesn't quite make up for it.

Katie said...

I am so sorry.

Please don't give up hope yet. Some women (myself included) have implantation spotting. With as much progesterone as you are on, and this early, I would be surprised if this is your period already.

Fingers are crossed.

KatieM said...

Ugh hun....I don't even know what to say because sorry doesn't even come close. Just....damn.

Waiting Amy said...

(Insert all expletives here)

I'm so sorry Chicklet. I wish there was more I could do.

Sue said...

I'm so sorry - that just sucks. I know you will totally rock in your bikini, but it's a crappy consolation prize.

Heather said...

Damn.
This sucks.

Carrie said...

Oh Sweetheart, this isn't fair. I'm so sorry. So sorry. I'm sure you'll look great in the bikini but I wish it wasnt the way it ends.
I'm so stunned by the obstacles we have to face. Thinking of you xx

singletracey said...

Im so sorry chicklet! I wish we were closer and we could vent and look at bikini catalogs!!

All of this sucks and I hate it...

hugs..

My Reality said...

Fuck. I am sorry.

Road Blocks and Roller Coasters said...

Sending lots of HUGS your way, Chicklet.

PJ said...

Well, shit.

Dr. Grumbles said...

well, shoot.

Chris said...

Oh, Chicklet, I'm so sorry, and so sorry that there really are no words to comfort you. Just know that you aren't alone. And what a wonderful consolation that at least you can be smokin' hot this summer.

nancy said...

Damn it Chicklet. I'm just so sad and angry for you. I'm so very sorry.

Geohde said...

Shit, Chicklet. That just blows. I'm so sorry,

J

shinejil said...

Shit. I hate spotting, and what it means for you right now.

In and Out of Luck said...

Oh, shit. I'm so sorry.

Kim said...

Shit..

I am sorry, Chicklet.

Thinking of you.

hope548 said...

Ah man I'm really sorry! That SUCKS!!! Hey, I'm going to have a bathing suit body this summer too! I wish the news was better. Take care!

JJ said...

Crappity, crap. Im sorry Chicklet...

Will you come be my personal trainer?

Pamela Jeanne said...

The cooler will be stocked, the door will be open and the beach chair next to me will have your name on it... just let me know when you want to visit this summer! Thinking of you, my friend...