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Wednesday, 19 December, 2007

No, I Haven't POAS

That's it, that's all. I have not POAS. I have no clue.

Truth is, it's driving both the husband and I ABSOLUTELY INSANE, but neither of us wants me to POAS cuz we feel like two things will be wrong with that.
  1. We run the risk of being sad twice. Once when the stick is negative, and again when the beta confirms it.
  2. We make what's already been a very slow process seem even slower. If the stick is negative, then we'll want the beta overwith even MORE than we want it overwith now. Which is kinda hard to imagine, that we could want it overwith MORE, but I think we would. So no sticks for me.
Beta tomorrow. I'm working, and going to the hockey game with OliveGirl. So if I don't post right away, it's neither good nor bad, it's just having other shit. I'll post as soon as I can.

15 comments:

Pamela Jeanne said...

Fingers and toes crossed! I'll be offline most of the rest of the week but I'll log in as soon as I can...

A said...

I'm crossing all available appendages, too!

nancy said...

ahhhh. Tomorrow. That's not far away at all.

WIth all this pee stick talk, I started thinking about the fact I have ZERO in the house and I need to stock up. See, I buy in bulk since that's the way I roll. I like ot have somehting like 20 on hand in any given month, that way I can test to my heart's desire. One month, I decided I wouldn't do that, try to whole "wait it out" thing and I ended up spending a bundle on the expensive ones. I can trust the internet cheapies for a negative, but if I ever get a positive, THEN I'll buy the expensive ones. Having no cheapies at home, I made many trips to buy my pee fix. Good lord. Let's say average $15. When I have no cheapies at home, I bet I spend at least $75. Yes yes, I need to go buy some. I saw some even CHEAPER ones at amazon. woohoo!! (a poas addiction is better than a crack addiction, right?)

Delenn said...

Good luck tomorrow!!

Kim said...

Uh, it's also driving ME insane! At least it's tomorrow. Crossing all of my crossables.

serenity said...

Fingers crossed.

I coped with the 2ww the way you're doing it too.

Hugs and the hopes that you get good news tomorrow.

Fertilize Me said...

crossing it all for a great beta! Have fun at the hockey game

Meghan said...

Good luck tomorrow.

I tested before my beta, but you're right, I was just really sad twice....hoping only good news is in your future

Waiting Amy said...

I totally get where you're coming from, and that's how I did it the first time. This time I tried the alternate. I'm not really sure either is better than the other. They just have different ways to beat you up!

I've got all my bits crossed for you sista!

singletracey said...

ohhhh.. I am so excited and anxious for you! GOOD LUCK CYCLE SISTA!!!

P.S. I lit a candle for you and Tiny E tonight. You are in my thoughts :-)

Katie said...

Everything. Crossed. Everything.

Courtney said...

Thinking about you today and hoping for the very best!

nancy said...

I know you said you may not be able to post the result to us, but I wanted to let you know I'm totally thinking about you today. :)

Kim said...

I hope you are pleasantly surprised!

Sounds like you have a fun evening in store anyway!!

So much luck coming your way right now!

Amanda said...

Hi from london :) De-lurking and relating to your life more than you know. Thanks for sharing your life. It helps to keep me sane when I can relate to others..

Happy christmas!
Amanda
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