Have I mentioned that Synarel SUCKS? It really does. And I don't just mean the taste - THAT I've figured out how to wash down with fun things like CHOCOLATE and POP and MOUTHWASH! Well, the last one - the mouthwash - it ain't that "fun", but frick, at this point, ANYTHING is better than hairspray...
But for the last three days, I've felt like I'm hungover - AND I HAVEN'T HAD A SINGLE DRINK! ALL DAY (even now at 7:21pm) I've felt really headachy and groggy and just kinda... gross and fuzzy. I've felt like I went out and had JUST THAT BIT too much wine. I've felt like I had JUST ENOUGH to remind me with a lovely head-pounding that I should've stopped earlier.
So THAT's the feeling I've got now, and that's the feeling I've had the past three days. Except that these "hangovers", well they're not NEARLY as fun as the ones I get when I DO drink. Cuz when I DO drink, it's like I know I "got away with one". It's like this BIG SECRET only me and my brain know. And I know good and well enough that if I ever admit it OUT LOUD [that I "got away with one"], or that if I ever DARE to brag [that I "got away with one"], NEXT TIME I WILL PAY, and I will pay DEARLY. So it remains my fun little secret.
These "hangovers" however, there's nothing FUN about them. There's no BIG SECRET between me and my brain. And there's sure as hell nothing to BRAG about. Cuz what'd I do to get here? Oh yea, NOTHING! And the feeling of doing NOTHING and STILL feeling hungover, well I'd liken it to having a half glass of wine at 5pm, a full meal alongside, probably some dessert, a 10 hour deep and restful sleep, probably a few glasses of water, and then waking up feeling like you ACTUALLY plowed through a whole bottle yourself and not knowing WHY THE HELL you're being punished anyway!
So tonight, I'm gonna make SURE I understand why I'm being punished. Cuz if I'm going to FEEL hungover, I may as well BE hungover.
Wednesday, 14 November, 2007
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So sorry that the nasal styling spray is causing you to feel lousy. I am TOTALLY with you though, that if it is going to make you feel hungover you might as well feel like you have earned it! Hoping for better, non-crappy feeling days ahead. :)
I hate the spray intensely too.
Firstly, gives me insomnia and hot flashes. Secondly, I'm a food snob, and it destroys my delicate palate. Thirdly, dries up the cooter big time.
TMI? Oh well, just getting you back for the poo post.
Sounds pretty blech. I've only done lu.pron, but the results are similar. Things do get better when you start stims.
If you have to have a hangover - you should atleast get to drink LOTS and dance around on tops of tables...so sorry
I'm sorry you are feeling so yucky. It won't last forever. Does that help?......No, I thought not.
Hope the un hangover+ real hangover isn't too bad tomorrow!!
Well, you go and do what you need to do to make it feel like there is a reason! :)
sucks.
youk.
Synarel gave me the b!tch headaches from hell.
You poor thing,
xx
J
The un-hangover is the worst kind of hangover. I hope the icky feeling lets up a bit.
Yuck. Sorry about the hairspray hangover. I hope you move on from this yucky stuff soon
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